So working and having a computer that doesn't allow you to actually get on the Internet makes blogging a little tough. Thankfully my hubby is awesome and we've got the computer stuff fixed. The working thing is still going to get in the way, but I am going to try to blog more...promise!!! I know at least my Mom and Dad are thrilled about that. :)
I couldn't let this day go by without remembering my babies. My two boys that are waiting for me in heaven.
Here's what I know...
- They are in a better place....the best place to be exact!
- They are missed and not just by me!
- They are remembered and thought of often!
- Their presence and absence thereof doesn't go unnoticed!
- Even though we have other children they did not replace the two we've lost!
- The hurt never truly goes away!
- Tears can come at anytime!
Something else I know is that through my loss I have helped others. I would never have asked to miscarry twice, but I love that God can work things for good and through my pain I can in turn be a support for others going through the same situation.
Brayden Anthony Martin would have been 11 years old yesterday and Kyan William Martin would have been 6 years old on the 28th of this month. I think it's so appropriate that both of them were due during the month we celebrate pregnancy and infant loss.
I am 1 out of the 1 in 4 women that have lost a baby. It's not some group I wanted to join, but it is part of my story.
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