Sunday, October 15, 2017

Pregnancy & Infant Loss Remembrance!

So working and having a computer that doesn't allow you to actually get on the Internet makes blogging a little tough. Thankfully my hubby is awesome and we've got the computer stuff fixed. The working thing is still going to get in the way, but I am going to try to blog more...promise!!! I know at least my Mom and Dad are thrilled about that. :) 

I couldn't let this day go by without remembering my babies. My two boys that are waiting for me in heaven. 

Here's what I know...

- They are in a better place....the best place to be exact! 
- They are missed and not just by me! 
- They are remembered and thought of often! 
- Their presence and absence thereof doesn't go unnoticed!
- Even though we have other children they did not replace the two we've lost! 
- The hurt never truly goes away! 
- Tears can come at anytime! 

Something else I know is that through my loss I have helped others. I would never have asked to miscarry twice, but I love that God can work things for good and through my pain I can in turn be a support for others going through the same situation. 

Brayden Anthony Martin would have been 11 years old yesterday and Kyan William Martin would have been 6 years old on the 28th of this month. I think it's so appropriate that both of them were due during the month we celebrate pregnancy and infant loss. 

I am 1 out of the 1 in 4 women that have lost a baby. It's not some group I wanted to join, but it is part of my story.