Heaven Is For Real!

While I was up all night dealing with my medical issues I was able to finish the book Heaven Is For Real. It was a super quick read and such a wonderful account of a family dealing with their sons illness and then discovering that he knew things he shouldn't and in turn finding out that he actually went to Heaven. It was really beautiful!

After reading the book it really made me reflect on my babies. I don't want to give away part of the story, but it made me think of the two that are there waiting for us. This last month has been hard...I've gone through a roller coaster of emotions. Anger tends to be the main one. I wanted Kyan so badly and then dealing with my depression and getting the meds worked out. The first medication I was on was working okay, but it's not a good medication to be on if you want to get pregnant. I very much want to have a fourth child here on earth so we are hoping that is in our future.

For now my mood has been better and it's been helping me to enjoy the here and now and love on our three beautiful blessings!